It's All About the View...

We recently visited Waianapanapa State Park in Maui.  And this is just one of the many glorious, mind-blowing viewpoints from this incredible park.  Literally, we got out of the car and from the moment we started walking along the trails all I could say was WOW!  The combination of black volcanic rocks, the bright green foliaged, the white sea foam, and brilliant blue ocean water was just so visually stunning that I was at a loss for words.  It is a place that calls for you to stop and just breathe it all in.

Places like this constantly amaze me.  I find myself in awe at the creativity God used when he made this amazing planet that we live on.  The views so are varied and diverse.

The view from the Danube River in Austria.

 

A view of Venice from a canal bridge.

A large Sociable Swallows Nest in a Camel Thorn Tree in the Kalahari Desert in South Africa.

The Sawyer Glacier in Tracy Arm Fjord in Alaska.

Each of the views in the above photos are (in my opinion) stunning.  But they are beautiful in vastly different ways. I have found in life that people are drawn to certain views.  Some people are what I call "mountain" people-- they have a deep love and appreciation for mountain views.  Other's are "Ocean" people-- they are drawn to and enjoy views of the ocean.  And some people are drawn to great architecture, some to deserts, and on and on.  

Now, if I am an "ocean view" person, does that mean that  what the "mountain view" person views as beautiful isn't beautiful?  I'm going to ask you to hold that thought for a minute and follow me to a seemingly different conversation.

Ephesians 2:14-18, the Message

"The Messiah has made things up between us so that we're now together on this, both non-Jewish outsiders and Jewish insiders.  He tore down the wall we used to keep each other at a distance.  He repealed the law code that had become so clogged with fine print and footnotes that it hindered more than it helped.  Then he started over.  Instead of continuing with two groups of people separated by centuries of animosity and suspicion, he created a new kind of human being, a fresh start for everybody.  Christ brought us together  through his death on the cross.  The cross got us to embrace, and that was the end of the hostility.  Christ came and preached peace to you outsiders and peace to us insiders.  He treated us as equals, and so made us equals.  Through him we both share the same spirit and have equal access to the Father."

This was the scripture that our pastor started out with on Sunday.  I had been giving this blog some serious thought for a month or so now, and here comes this amazing piece of scripture... that I had probably read several times before, and yet it hadn't hit me or grasped me yet.  I love that when it happens!

But, back to the story...While our pastor was talking specifically about racial issues, this scripture hit me on a broader level.  Everywhere I turn I am inundated with disagreement.  Don't get me wrong, it's not that disagreement is wrong.  It's just that the level of disagreement seems to have taken a decidedly hostile turn.  And when I read this scripture, the word hostile stuck out.

The word hostile is defined as:  unfriendly, antagonistic, opposed.  It is also defined as unkind, bitter, unsympathetic, malicious, vicious, rancorous, venomous, poisonous, and virulent.  Wow!  Does this definition strike a cord with anyone else out there?  It sure does with me.  I watch the interactions between people who disagree play out on T.V., on social media, even in traffic, and it feels very much like hostility.

And let's be clear, this isn't a blog about how we should all come together and agree on everything-- because I don't believe that's realistic.  Instead, I want to address why we feel so comfortable with reacting in a hostile way towards each other.  

I think the problem is in our view--we have somehow lost focus and we have forgotten to look at this amazing view right in front of us.  It's like standing upon a cliff, overlooking a green valley, with the most amazing sunset of all existence right there in front of us-  and instead of looking up and seeing the beauty, we are instead looking down at the dirt beneath our feet and thinking about how dirty our shoes are going to be when we leave.  We are missing it!

What's the view we are missing?  We are missing that every person we meet, every single one, is made and deeply loved by God.  And not only that, but that God's whole purpose of the cross was not to bring more division and disagreement into this world, but instead to unite us.  For although we may still have vastly different viewpoints, we can all be reconciled through our love for God and through God's vast love for us.

Once we change our viewpoint to where the first thing we see when we look at each other is that this person in front of me is God's beloved, we can then take steps towards appreciating other viewpoints. Some of the most incredible interactions with other people have taken place when I have taken the time to sit down with those who are different than me and listened to their stories.  When I become more focused on them as a human, rather than focusing on wether or not we agree or view things in the same way, the peace that is talked about in the above scripture comes into play. I learn the most amazing things about people when this happens.

I'll share just a few stories:

Recently I met an incredible woman from Germany.  This woman is a Geothermal Scientist.  She came to Hawaii for a conference ( I can only imagine the way-over my head discussions that took place at this event).  She (along with her husband) had decided that since they were traveling so far, they might as well vacation  there following the conference.  Oh, did I mention that I met her while putting on wetsuits (which is a vastly humbling experience, especially when doing it in a group of 20 or so strangers) to prep for our night time Manta Ray snorkel.  She had come by herself because her husband was not into the water thing.  And this was only her second time snorkeling in all her life.  She confessed to being extremely nervous, but also excited to try something different and new.  Let me interject that Manta Rays can get up to 14 feet across and weigh well over 1,000-2,000 pounds.  And this was happening at night.  In the ocean.  I have no idea what her beliefs were.  No idea where she fell politically. No idea what she thought about the U.S. as a country.  I had no idea where she fell socioeconomically.  She is certainly by far much smarter than I will every be-- Geothermal Scientist, remember? But what we had in common?  Besides being human, we were  in it to see some amazing Manta Rays.  And see them we did!  And in this random hour and a half I spent with her I  learned from her. You know what I learned from this lady?  How to be brave.  How to take risk.  How to embrace where you are wholeheartedly.  Here she was, in a foreign country, speaking a language that was not her native one, trying something new-- that was a little frightening to her, and doing it on her own, with a group of total strangers.

While in Croatia, we had the privilege to visit and eat at a local family farm just outside the town of Dubrovnik.  This family had an amazing and heartbreaking story.  In the early 1990's they went through the Croatian War of Independence.  During this time, their family farm was burned to the ground, including all of their Olive Trees, which was their source of income.  Forced to leave their home, along with many others, they crowded into local hotel rooms trying to avoid the fighting and keep their families safe.  They lived for several years, inside these cramped hotels, until the fighting was finally over and they were allowed to return home.  Upon their return, they found that everything had been looted and burned.  They had to start over.  And so they did.  They rebuilt the farmhouse and other structures.  They replanted their fields, but because of the soil conditions, and how long it takes Olive Trees to bear fruit ( from 5 - 12 years), they had to change what they grew. As you can imagine, they needed to figure out a way to generate income.  Interestingly enough, Croatia had now become a sort of tourist destination now that the war had ended.  And so this enterprising family came up with a plan.  Not only were they going to grow and sell what they could produce on the family farm, but they were going to open up their facility and host tourists for dinners.  While we ate this amazing fresh farm to table food, several family members played and sang music.  And they were incredibly gifted.  I learned resilience, perseverance, and the value of joy through hard circumstances from this wonderful Croatian family.

Those are just a few of the many stories I could share.  People are amazing!  Their stories are amazing!  

 My prayer and challenge for myself and for you is that we don't miss it!  That we don't get so caught up in hostility, so focused on our differences, focused on being right, focused on justifying our position, so focused on being righteous, that we miss the view. And all you have to do is to remain focused on the right view, focus on viewing people the way God views them.

I may still be drawn more to "ocean views" but that doesn't take away from the beauty of the "mountain views" that you love.  And we can all agree that God has given us an incredible world with some amazingly breathtaking views!

I'll leave you today with a few more photo's of some more gorgeous (in my opinion) views.  Have a great day!

The rainforest surrounding the Mendenhall Glacier near Juneau, Alaska

Maui, Hawaii

The Residenz in Munich, Germany

The Medieval Town of Cesky Krumlov in the Czech Republic

The Jefferson memorial in D.C.

Cape Neddick Light House in York, Maine

 Tuscany, Italy

Dubrovnik, Croatia

Mykonos, Greece

Ephesus, Turkey

Montserrat, Spain

Unforced Rhythms of Grace

"Are you tired?  Worn Out? Burned out on religion?  Come to me.  Get away with me and you'll recover your life.  I'll show you how to take a real rest.  Walk with me and work with me--watch how I do it.  Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.  I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.  Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."  Matthew 11:28-30, the Message

This was the verse one of our pastors read this morning.  And it reminded me that I love this passage. I especially love the verse "Learn the unforced rhythms of grace."  It has always struck me as  an amazing mental image, a beautifully poetic description of what life with God should be like.

And yet, I feel like that is not what people think of when they think of having a relationship with God.  Some people think of an angry God, who is waiting to jump all over you with punishment when you step out of line.  Some people think of a genie in the bottle God, that if they do everything just right, He will grant their every desire and wish.  Some think of a God who is and always will be disappointed in them, and they try to somehow earn his love and favor by what they do.

And while God is multifaceted, just like we as humans are, I think that this piece of scripture paints a clear picture of who God is, and of the relationship he desires to have with you.  Listen, I get it.  I've grown up in church and even I have found myself bemused and befuddled trying to figure this  relationship thing with God out.  Is he an angry God?  Is he a rules oriented God?  Is he an uncaring God?  Is he someone who grants wishes?  Which rules should I follow?  Am I supposed to blindly agree with every "spiritual leader" I encounter because they say they have heard from God?  Some of the Christian stuff seems very complicated.  Even to me, a Christian.

And then we throw out special lingo that even I do not always understand... Talk about valleys and high places, the phrase "I don't feel led", and hedge of protection to name a few-- and lets get this straight, I've even said some of these things myself.  But really, what does this mean?

I think the real question is what does God want from me?  And I know that there can be some really complicated, theoretical answers to this question, but for me, those complicated answers are not helpful.  I, myself, need a straightforward answer that I can understand.  And I do not think I am alone in this.

So for those of you who are smarter than I am, who are more learned, who have studied the scripture more in depth, please pardon my simple answer to this question.  Because the truth is, I am probably not answering this question for you-- you have probably already answered this question for yourself in far more eloquent terms.

But, when I really needed the answer to this question in my life, I didn't need or want or have time for an in depth answer.  I needed the down and dirty, simple, easily understood, cliff notes version.  And my simple answer to the question of what does God want from me is this:  relationship.  God wants a relationship with me.


Having said that, anyone who has any kind of relationship with anyone understands that relationships do take some work.  They do not just magically happen.  But still, once I really got this piece of the puzzle in my brain, it helped me to sort everything else out.

I'm not sure why this has struck me so hard today.  Maybe it's because Easter is coming, and I want people to know that for me, Easter is a time of just being in awe of all that God was willing to do in order to have a relationship with me.  It's humbling.  It is the greatest love story ever written.  And it is story about me and a story about you.  Because God desires a relationship with not only me, but with you.

I do not know who this blog is for today.  And may just be a blog for me, to remind me that what God desires from me is relationship.  That's ok.  It's a good reminder.

So, to circle back to the phrase "unforced rhythms of grace."  That phrase, probably because I am a visual person, conjures up certain images in my mind.  Like tall grass moving in waves with the wind.  Waves in the ocean breaking on shore.  Standing in a darkened cathedral, smelling the candle wax, and listening to the quiet within.  Hearing a bird sing a morning song.  Watching a sunrise or sunset.  Seeing a gazelle run.  All of those things have an intrinsic sense of rhythm to them.  So I'll leave you with a few photos that come to mind when I read this passage.  One more thought before I get to the photos, if you would like to see what a relationship with God is about, I encourage you to find a church and speak to a pastor/leader.  Don't be afraid to ask questions, that's how you learn about another person in a relationship-- same with God.  Have a great week!  May you find rhythms of grace this week.

Perfection is not the definition of Goodness

This is a photo of the Palace of Versailles in France.  It is lavish, (yes there really are gold gates at the palace), stunning, and awe inspiring.  

It's most notable owner was King Louis XIV, who took the place from a mere hunting lodge to a Palace that lodged the King as well as the French court.  He was known as the  Roi-Soleil (the Sun King)  and you see this theme throughout the palace with likenesses of the king carved into the center of the sun (like in the photo above).  This idea stemmed from his belief that he was God chosen to be King and therefore answered to no one but God.

The floors are spectacular.

The rooms are lavish.

It draws visitors with its architectural grandeur.

Everything was done by the "best" artists of the time.  The best painters, sculptors, architects, and gardeners.  Nothing short of perfection was acceptable.

Opulence abounds.

 Even the gardens are laid out perfectly.  The king was involved in every detail, wanting it to be perfect.  He desired to show the world his ultimate power.  His exacting landscape design was meant to show that he even had power over nature.  To this day, Versailles is associated with the Sun King.  It still bears the standard for perfectionism in architecture, art, landscape, wealth, abundance and power.

But all that perfectionism, all that beauty, all that wealth and power did not necessarily make life good for the people of France.

Let's step away from Versailles for a moment and instead look at the word good.  The basic definition in the dictionary is "to be desired or approved of, having the qualities required for a specific role, that which is morally right, or to be well."  Notice the lack of the word perfect in any of the mentioned definitions.

Let's take another step and go to one of the first stories in the Bible to mention the word good, Genesis 1:31.  It says, ""God saw all that he had made, and it was very good."  I have always wondered at that wording.  I mean, what God did was pretty incredible-- he created a whole world, full of amazing creatures and beautiful landscapes, and the only words used to describe all of this was "very good?"  Not perfect, not fabulous, not marvelous, not superlative, not even exceptional.  Very good, that's what it says.  Simply that.

The other fact I find interesting about this small piece of the story, is that God, being who He is, knew what was to come from his creation.  He knew that people would mess up this paradise he had worked so hard to create.  He knew that his creation would one day kill his own son, Jesus.  And even with all of that knowledge, he still looked at it and called it not just good, but very good.

I believe that this small piece of scripture contains a key truth about life.  That good doesn't mean perfect.  A good life is not a perfect life.  Perfection in all things is unattainable at best, and unsustainable.  No one's life is perfect.  But everyone can have a good life.  

I am striving to have a good life, not a perfect one.  Don't get me wrong, I try to do things to the best of my ability, but my ability for perfection in everything is sorely lacking.  And I find when I strive for perfection and miss the mark, it brings with it worry, and  worry cannot reside with a sense of goodness.  Philippians says it this way,

"Don't fret or worry.  Instead of worrying, pray.  Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns.  before you know it, a sense of Gods wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down.  It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.  I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious-- the best, not the worst;  the beautiful, not the ugly;  things to praise, not things to curse. Put into practice what you learned from me, what you heard and what you saw and realized.  Do that, and God, who makes everything work together, will work you into his most excellent harmonies."  Philippians 4:6-9  the message.

By acknowledging that life isn't meant to be perfect, we free ourselves to let life be good.  Even when life is hard, it still can be good if we take the time to stop and truly think about all the good around  in our lives.  Some people call this mindfulness, some people call this process reflection,  the verses above simply refer to controlling your thought process.  Whatever you want to call it, I dare you to try it.  If you are feeling today like your life is not good, but everyone else's life is perfect, try thinking on those things mentioned in Philippians.   Start small if you have to... the fact that you have someone or something in your life that you love is a step towards recognizing that there is goodness in your life.  It is a shifting of your focus.  I am a firm believer in the whole you see what you look for aspect of life.  This is not a put your head in the sand mentality, ignoring things that are bad.  Not at all, in fact in the first part of the scripture above  encourages you to pray about the aspects of your life that  are not good. It still allows for you to acknowledge the hard, while also focusing on the good.

The other aspect of this  whole process I want to point out is that it doesn't say that God will make the problem go away.  Sometimes this happens and we should rejoice.  But often, the hard facets of life do not just miraculously go away, we have to instead find a way to deal with them.  And God, in his mercy lets us know that he is there to help us out by giving us peace.

So, I try every day to remember that while I do not have a perfect life, I have a good one.  Don't get caught up in looking at what you think of as others "perfect lives."  There is no such thing.  But instead, focus on the good in your life, and see what happens.  My guess is that you will start to feel lighter, even if your circumstances do not change.

I'll circle back around to Versailles.  Although outwardly the architecture and gardens of Versailles are arguably perfect to behold, they failed to hide or wipe away the imperfections that France faced.  Poverty of the common people, famine, and greed still existed, and eventually brought about the downfall of the monarchy.  Even the Sun King couldn't conform the entirety of a nation to his vision of perfection.  

I'll leave you with a few more photos from this amazing palace.  Hope you have a good day (not a perfect one, but good still the same).

God Writes the Best Stories

This is a photo of Budapest, Hungary at night from the Danube River.  We were lucky enough to visit this incredible country this past spring.  The scene in this photo is iconic and peaceful.. it's what people picture in their minds when they think of Budapest.

But the country of Hungary has an interesting history.  Their history as a country includes being conquered several times, being split up, and even having a revolution.  They also have a history of picking the wrong side in wars.  In World War I they allied with Germany and Austria.  This alliance caused many Hungarians to die for foreign interests and lead to the overrunning of Hungary by the Atlantic countries and the splitting up of the country of Hungary.

They didn't do any better with World War II when they once again sided with Germany against the Soviets.  After that defeat, the Soviets took over the country and stayed for 44 years.   I bet that was not how the country of Hungary thought things would play out when they jumped into the fray.

Which brings me to my thoughts for today.  This morning I came across this sentence... God writes the best stories... and it gave me pause.  Then, when I opened my Bible to read, one of the first verses I read was this one

"We humans keep brainstorming options and plans, but God's purpose prevails."  Proverbs 19:21 the message


2017 is almost gone.  How did your year turn out?  Did it turn out as you expected?  Did things turn out differently than you thought they would?  I can tell you that my 2017 did not go the way I had planned..... AT ALL!  Truly this has been one of the most topsy turvy years I have ever gone through.  It seems like everything I had planned out got thrown into a big old blender and instead of making milkshakes.. something else entirely came out of the mix.

And I have to tell you, there were multiple times that I questioned whether or not God knew what He was doing.  He kept adding different ingredients to the mix and I would look at Him like, are you sure God?  I'm not sure that this milkshake is going to taste good with that thrown in there.  And there were some ingredients thrown in that I did not like at all.  Things that I didn't like the taste of.

And yet, here I sit at the end of the year... in a new city... in a new to me house... in a whole different place than I had planned to be... drinking in this life that God has mixed up for me in the blender... and I am drawn to the statement I read this morning... God writes the best stories.

Wow!  What a true statement.  This story, this mixed ingredient milkshake entitled 2017, has turned out way different than I had planned for, but it is tasting better than anything I would have come up with on my own.  The story is sweeter, better, well blended, and well written because it is written and directed by God.

Don't get me wrong, God didn't take out the bitter parts of the recipe, but He blended those parts along with the sweet so that this year's bitter parts harmonize with the sweet in such a way as to be more palatable, to taste better.  Kind of like the blending of savory and sweet or hot and sweet in cooking.  It works.  And it all works beautifully.

So, if you are like me, and you are coming up on the end of 2017 and thinking that none of this is how you had thought things would go, I pray that you find solace in the fact that you are not the one who is writing the story, God is.  And I can tell you that God is good and that God loves you.

And so, I am sitting here, in my new to me office, enjoying my coffee, and the sunrise, and the story of this crazy roller coaster of a year.  And I think to myself, God really does write the best stories.  I am so grateful and I can't wait to see the story He has planned for next year.  (I will admit I am kind of hoping for a few less free falls in the roller coaster, just saying).

Just a little follow up on the country of Hungary.  Although their history is full of plans that did not go the way they had thought they would, they are now a solidly independent country.  Budapest is listed as one of the most beautiful cities in the world.  They are known for their architecture and culinary delights.  The Hungarians are an amazing people who kept their unique language and culture alive even through  44 years of Soviet rule, when their language and culture were basically outlawed.  So, Hungary is a very different country than what the leaders had planned, but the photos below illustrate how beautiful the story has become.  Have a great Christmas and New Year!

I am Soul Sore ... and at Peace

Okavango Delta, Botswana, Africa

I was deep in a heavy hearted discussion with my husband the other day... struggling to find the appropriate words to describe how I have been feeling this year.. and I came up with the phrase Soul Sore.. and it just seemed to fit.  It fit not only how I am feeling, but I also think it fits how our nation and even our world is feeling this year.

I would define or describe Soul Sore as walking around with a bruise so deep that it reaches down to the core of your being-- clear down into the depths of your soul.  It's not a gaping wound, but it's a sore spot that seems to linger.. and every once in a while something brushes up against it and causes it to throb.  It doesn't always sit out in the open like an open wound, but it never quite leaves you-- never quite heals up all the way.  Soul Sore-- it's a deep sorrow that lingers and clings to you, not always up front and on view, but always there.  Soul Sore.  Dulling the joy, and heightening the pain.

Some of my Soul Soreness is coming from my personal life... my mother is nearing the end of her 12 year battle with cancer, and my Soul is Sore and aches for her physical pain and the emotional pain of my whole family.  My son is growing into an adult and making both good and bad decisions and I worry, as all mothers do during this transition time... Soul Sore for the bad decisions, yet glad for the good ones.. and balancing how much and when to step in and give advice and help.  Soul Sore for friends who are going through tough and hard times, both physically and emotionally.  Soul Sore for other family members struggling with health issues.  Soul Sore because I know that there are other endings coming our way, ones that are being added to our very full calendar and I am not at yet at liberty to discuss, even as I write this blog.

Soul Sore over the endless anger and pain that seems to be pouring out of everyone in our country right now.  Soul Sore over the loss of life caused by senseless acts of anger.  Soul Sore over the problems arising from several natural disasters.  Soul Sore over the fact that there are millions of people displaced in this world due to wars and famine.  Soul Sore over the  violence, hunger, thirst, and despair that still stalk our planet.


Oh dear God, some days my Soul is Sore.

I believe the following verses in Psalm describe this feeling,  this Soul Sore feeling...

"I cried out to God for help; I cried out to God to hear me.  When I was in distress, I sought the Lord; at night I stretched out untiring hands and my soul refused to be comforted."  Psalm 77:1-2

If you are in this place, this place of Soul Soreness,  I hear you.  I understand it.  I know it can be overwhelming.  I have lived there (and sometimes to be honest, I still do, in moments of time, struggle there... this Soul Soreness hits me sometimes without warning).  It is raw.  It isn't pretty.  But it's real.

I have learned a few things about life (not everything but a few things). At least for me, I've learned that there are some years that leave a mark on you-- some may call it a scar.  Whatever you may call it, it will be permanently etched into the fiber of your being.  For me, and for many of you as well, 2017 is going to be one of those years.  Denying it doesn't change that fact.  Acceptance of what is helps you to move to the next step, which involves finding some way to have peace about the situation.  Now, finding peace doesn't mean that you still won't feel the pain, it just means that you find a way to keep moving through the pain-- that you don't let the feeling of Soul Soreness overtake you to the point where you just stop everything... stop moving forward, stop living life, stop enjoying life.

The question then becomes, how do you find peace in the middle of Soul Soreness?  How do you find the balance?  How do you balance the tension that occurs naturally between being Soul Sore and yet at peace? It's a good question, and there are no easy answers. This is what I have been doing personally to help me deal with this Soul Soreness I am experiencing.

Prayer.  When I am feeling overwhelmed-- instead of immediately praying for help -- I have shifted into saying a simple prayer of "Thank you God."  Sometimes I thank Him for specific things, but often, in that first moment of feeling overwhelmed and sore, the only prayer I get out of my mouth is "Thank you God."  And I repeat it as long as it takes, as often as it takes, for me to begin to feel some relief from the throbbing soreness.

 I am honest with a few close friends about where I am at and how I am feeling, and ask them to pray for me.  And I pray for them.  Shared burdens help lighten the load.  Isolation only adds to the feeling of Soul Soreness.  Sharing the load with someone else is like adding a balm that soothes away some of the pain.  I am trying to be careful to not overshare or over burden, but I have fantastic friends who step up beside me anytime I ask (and often when I don't ask but they see that I need it).

I found inspiration from the following scripture,

" I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago.  I will meditate on all your works and consider all you mighty deeds." Psalm 76:11 &12

I am being deliberate in seeking and finding the good stuff.  I am purposefully re-posting photos on my Facebook and Instagram account of all the amazing things I have seen in this world, all of the beauty that surrounds us all, all the good memories with family and friends.  I am reminding myself daily of how blessed I am.  I make time daily to surround myself with something enjoyable, something I find beautiful.  I am meditating on the good and beautiful all around me.  I start my day, in my office surrounded by my favorite photos and memories, reading about God's goodness in the Bible.  The rest of my day may suck, but I try to always begin the day with goodness and joy.  This practice provides good fuel for my soul for the rest of the day.

And that's it, really.  It's a balancing act and some days I am better at it than others.  So, although I am Soul Sore, I am also at peace.

I don't know if this helps anyone else out there.  I only know that it has helped and continues to help me.  This blog is as much for me as it is for anyone else.  It helps me verbalized and think about all that is going on in  life.  I hope you find a measure of peace today in this soul weary, soul sore world.  To be fair, I need to state that I am not living in a constant state of sad, not by a long shot.  I feel more joy than sorrow on most days.  But sorrow needs to be acknowledged as well.  I'll leave you with a few photos and verses today that provide me with a sense of God's goodness and peace.  Have a good week!

Maine

"The Lord gives strength to his people;  the Lord blesses his people with peace."  Psalm 29:11

Munich, Germany

"I am still confident of this:  I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living."  

Psalm 27:13

Outer Banks

"Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure, the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places:  surely I have a delightful inheritance. "  Psalm 16:5-6

Germany

"But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation."  Psalm 13:5

Venice, Italy

"Taste and see that the Lord is good."  Psalm 34:8

Florence, Italy

"To the faithful you show yourself faithful."  Psalm 18:25

Luca, Italy

"True Wisdom and real power belong to God;  from him we learn how to live and also what to live for." Job 12:13

Notre Dame, Paris

"These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace.  In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."  John 16:33

Kalahari, South Africa

"The heavens declare the glory of God;  the skies proclaim the works of his hands."  Psalm 19:1

Saint Chapelle, Paris

"You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You."  

Isaiah 26:3

West Virginia, my neighborhood

"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;  and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7